People hate me for the sole reason that I can be authentic.
They envy and hate my divinity.
I have superpowers.
Deal with it.
Blessed be.
Be still, my dearest heart. If he loves you, he will return to claim you as his. Fifi, I miss you.
The man, whom I have been in love with, for the past 3 years finally dumped me, officially, some time early last month.
So, out of sheer misery and uneasiness of the heart, I put myself through a refreshing transformation.
Microbob hair in cherry-pink. It is a bit dry right now, as I lack the hair conditioning products. I am currently just using purple shampoo and a conditioner.
Time for some retail therapy.
There has got to be a major misunderstanding between society and myself. Why do I cause such a paradigm shift in society, just by my presence? I am absolutely flabbergasted as I have never been the kind who takes delight in misleading others.
Man, I have been a targeted individual for twenty years now. I am sick of all the gangstalking and all I want from my existence is romantic love.
I bet the men - whom I have been associated with - on Rave, can vouch for this.
Just stop, already.
Well, well, well. What has the Rave been up to lately. Glad everyone is alive and kicking. I am pretty sure some of us have passed on to the hereafter ;whilst some of us have vanished under the radar.
Either way, I am glad the Rave is still around. Woot.
I feel a rant coming on. I am merely surviving these days. I am still single and available... I have grown so much from how I was previously. Mental health has gone down to the dark abyss, and has rendered me at a total lost. Yes, life does still sucks.
If you haven't already guessed, yes, I bleached my hair once again. Just to offset the recent happenings or rather, unhappenings in my life. I'm so happy with the bleach. Thinking of getting it dyed out from the box, a pastel pink. Or maybe a shade of turquoise... I haven't really decided - my hair is still bleached white!
Lol.
Ugh. I'll never survive in this cutthroat world. I am one of the least competitive person around, just dying for a brotherhood. Guess I am just too weak to live it up.
It is tough, ya know? I do get some paltry allowance from the state to tide me over as of now... So I'm not really complaining.
All is not lost, it seems.
Hoorah.
My existence in this world and society is negligible of worth.
Ugh. The world is on the brink of a new catastrophe. So much so, that it has got me glued to social media, on my mobile.
I just want to disappear into some cave with my spiritual stuff and never come out ever again.
Dammit.
This world is depressing.
COMMENTS
It’s how I feel, I’m looking for that cave the begone to, I think it would be great, I ignore what goes on in the world and pay closer attention on how I shape my own because the world is shit and I choose not to stay around and smell it :) great post feel free to add me
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immorteb
13:01 Aug 31 2021
Keep being you :)
OccultRanger
15:10 Aug 31 2021
Haters are going to hate because you are pretty too.